Artist: The Spill Canvas Album: Gestalt (2012) Title: To: Chicago
Lyrics To: Chicago(Here I go again, heroine)
Layin' face down on the sidewalk Here I go again, heroine Layin' face down on the sidewalk Here I go again, heroine
Stomach double knotted Dizzy even up the light As my bones turn to chalk But every time I tried to pray The windy city blew my faith away
For all my could-haves and my used-to-be's You think that I'd have found myself some new beliefs
The fever broke the anchor made us lost kites A tether free amphetamine you Started sleeping on the train To obliterate the pain When the frost began to bite Every time the morning came I found another me that I could blame
For all my could have's and my used to be's (and the darkness inside me) You think that I'd have found myself some new beliefs (in every hopeless tragedy) For all my should have's and my hope to be's (hoped to be's) I think it's time I found myself some new disease
At one point I thought maybe I should warn her But such information is best reserved for our dark corners So I lock the bathroom door and started forgetting my name I annihilated all my pride to usher in my shame
For all my could have's and my used to be's (and the darkness inside me) For all my could-haves and my used-to-be's (and the dark consists of me) You think that I'd have found myself some new beliefs (in every hopeless tragedy) For all my should haves and my hoped to be's (hoped to be's) I think it's time I found myself some new disease |