Lyrics Clove Smoke Catharsis

Lean against the night
and laugh as i
try to scale the walls.
Ignored futility fills
the air. You're only there
to watch me fall.
If only pure sweetness
was offered, why's this
bitter taste left in my
mouth? If i could catch my
breath, just to exhale,
i'd know that i held it
in too long....from above
comes a faint smile.
A new vantage,
such a view. familiarity now
disowned, just sit and
stare as i walk away.