Lyrics Can I Say

What can I say?
Why should I try?
I tried to love
What I knew I hated
I took a lie and I made a truth
I defended
What I should have denied
I never gave a second thought
I followed blindly part of the lot
I never gave a second thought

I never gave
I followed blindly part of the lot
How can I say I'm really free?
How can I say I'm really me?
What can I say?