Lyrics Under The Influence

It's hard to hold
When the world is spinning
Learned nothing from the night before
Or the weeks before that
Under your influence - right goes wrong
Under your influence - crossed my mind
Under your influence - right goes wrong
Under your influence - you crossed my mind for the last time
Twelve ounces of courage
Makes the world look better
You love the attention
You never had it before
No safety comes from your numbers
Nothing said or gained
Shirking responsibility
True freedom from what?
From what?