Lyrics I Remember Everything

Dear mother, I love you.
I'm sorry I wasn't good enough.
Dear father, forgive me.
Cause in your eyes, I just never added up.
In my heart I know I failed you,
but you left me here alone.

If I could hold back the rain,
would you numb the pain.
Cause I remember everything.
If I could help you forget,
would you take my regrets.
Cause I remember everything.

Dear brother, just don't hate me.
For never standing by you, or being by your side.
Dear sister, please don't blame me.
I only did what I thought was truly right.
It's a long and lonely road,
when you know you walk alone.

If I could hold back the rain,
would you numb the pain.
Cause I remember everything.
If I could help you forget,
would you take my regrets.
Cause I remember everything.

I feel like running away,
I'm still so far from home.
You say that I'll never change,
but what the fuck do you know.
I'll burn it all to the ground,
before I let you out.
Please forgive me,
I can't forgive you now.

I remember everything.

If I could hold back the rain,
would you numb the pain.
Cause I remember everything.
If I could help you forget,
would you take my regrets.
Cause I remember everything.

It all went by so fast,
I still can't change the past.
I always will remember everything.

If we could start again,
would that have changed the end.
We remember everything.
Everything