Lyrics I'm The Best At Ruining My Life

I've boarded up the windows to keep the morning from intrusion
I've left it on the doorknob, could you please just not disturb
On days like this we find it so hard to push ourselves up and out of bed
When nothing falls in favor of

I have so many things I would like to explain to you
But I don't know just how to communicate
I can't take this body shaking
Dress and we'll begin

Nights can be so violent when beds become vacant
So now I've blown it once again
This would have been the last offense and
You should have been here months ago with open arms and honest face

Addres full doubt you've ever felt frustration well I'm choking on it now
And it's the hardest thing for me to shake
Is it because of this vacancy that you swear never to believe

Honestly honest me, with a look that's so deceiving
I'll bite, chew, swallow, and digest the hands that feed me
With a bayonet for a tongue
Swallow swords inadvertently

And to the organ flame I'll maintain a close adjacency
I have so many themes I would love to explain to you
Farewell to all the days you were, within my reach
And as of right now everything is making perfect sense