Lyrics Smile

Sometimes I sit at home and wonder
how it be if he had loved me truely loved me yes, I learned
Awhile ago that kind of thing it never
happens for me, and so I go around and just pretend love
Is not for me I play the circus clown around
my friends make 'em laugh and they won't see that
you never let them see you sweat don't want
them to think the pain runs deep, Lord know it's killing me

[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on
my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im
Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is
on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
Face...on my face singing, la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la
Laaaa

Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me but then i
Realize dreams come true arent for girls
like me not like me, and so i go around with my head
Up like it aint no thing and when the boys
around with all my friends im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat dont want
them to think the pain runs deep, lord knows its killing
Me

[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile
on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im
Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is
on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
Face...on my face oooh

Its not easy (thing to do) sometimes
its hard to (face the truth) its not the life that i
Would choose but what else can i do
if he dont love me no if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)

[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile
on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im
Laughing cuz no one knows the joke
is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
Face...on my face singing, la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la
Laaaa i'll keep singing la la la la la