Lyrics I Can Barely Say

I said I told you everything, but I left something out
Underneath the stairwell.
That I'm under lock and key, as you can probably tell
Without a cake in a prison cell
I wanna return but all you do is turn to leave
If I can find my way home, will you take hold of me?

Cause I've been gone so long, I can barely say
All I know now, I want to stay
Has it been too long since I went away?
Cause I'm trying to find the words, but I can barely say

Well I used to be the sun, waiting silently
But they barely noticed me
But I've been talking in my sleep
If anybody sees they'll turn, they'll run from me
I wanna return but all you do is turn to leave
If I can find my way home, will you take hold of me?

Cause I've been gone so long, I can barely say
All I know is now I want to stay
Has it been too long since I went away?
Cause I'm trying to find the words, but I can barely say

I wanted to run
I wanted to love and be loved in return.
But will I ever get back, do I know too much to return?

I've been gone so long, I can barely say
All I know is now I want to stay
Has it been too long since I went away?
Cause I'm trying to find the words, but I can barely say